It's August 3rd, (40 Days since White Tantric) and for once...

...it's a good day. I am NOT depressed. 14 years after mom's death, I feel normal. The last few days have been rough, but I've also been clearing from White Tantric, and this is the last day. How did that get set up that way? But White Tantric is the same time every year, so 40 days must always have ended on the anniversary of my mom's death. Strange that I'll finish 1'000 Days of Bound Lotus on her birthday, Groundhog's Day, in 2012. Kinda funny in a way...I think.